Have you ever received a nudge, a download, or a brilliant idea… and just kept it to yourself?
Maybe it felt too “small” to share. Or maybe you thought it was just for you, a personal tool or insight.
Well, I had a huge realization about this recently, and it blew my mind. I realized I’ve been accidentally gatekeeping a powerful tool I was meant to share with others.
Let me explain…
It Started with Intuitive Writing
Around 15 years ago, I started blogging. At the time, I didn’t even realize I was channeling.
I had just left a very 3D corporate job in Human Resources, and all the mystical excitement I felt in college had completely faded. I wasn’t looking for anything “spiritual.” But then something strange started happening.
I’d “hear” blog posts in my head—fully formed, from beginning to end—over and over again. If I didn’t write them down, they’d replay on a loop until I finally captured them. Sometimes they’d even wake me up in the middle of the night!
At first, it felt weird, even unsettling. But as I kept listening, it started to change me.
I learned to:
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- Be a clear channel for my Higher Wisdom.
- Trust my intuition over my ego or doubt.
- Use this process to transform my life and business.
And through that transformation, I started helping other Spiritual Teachers with their copy and content. My freelance writing business was born, and I was all in.
But here’s the thing:
Those insights about Intuitive Automatic Writing—a process I now see as a tool for connecting to Higher Wisdom—got pushed to the back burner.
Until recently.
The Soul Contract: Realizing I Was Gatekeeping
Over the past few months, as the world feels more chaotic and uncertain, I’ve found myself talking a lot about intuition and the importance of being a clear channel.
It hit me like a lightning bolt:
What if we’ve made agreements—before we even incarnated—to share certain gifts, tools, or insights?
I believe these “downloads” we receive—whether they come as ideas, processes, desires, or passions—aren’t always just for us. They’re part of our ✨SOUL CONTRACT✨.
And here I was, potentially sitting on a process I was meant to share.
Intuitive Automatic Writing has been such a game-changer in my life, and I’d accidentally been gatekeeping it because it became “just part of my process.”
Sound familiar?
What’s Your Gift to Share?
This realization got me thinking about how often we dismiss or downplay the nudges we receive.
What if that process, idea, or creative spark you’ve been receiving is meant to help others, too?
For example, let’s look at Reiki.
There were several forms of Reiki before Mikao Usui Sensei had his famous channeling experience on the mountains. But Usui understood the assignment: he brought Reiki to the world, teaching it far and wide so it could reach the hands of healers who needed it.
Now, millions of people benefit from Reiki because Usui dedicated himself to sharing the gift he received.
So, here’s my question for you – Are you sitting on something like that?
- Maybe it’s a practice you’ve developed that has changed your life.
- Maybe it’s a message, a process, or an idea that keeps coming to you over and over.
- Maybe you’ve dismissed it because you think it’s too “small” or not important enough.
But what if it is important? What if someone out there needs it, and you’re the one who can share it with them?
Nothing Is Too Small
If you have a gift, a tool, or even a simple realization that has helped you, trust that it could help someone else, too.
You don’t have to know why it’s important. You don’t have to have all the answers. You just need to trust the nudge to share it.
So take a moment to reflect:
- What insights or tools have come to you recently?
- Is there something you’ve been holding back, not realizing its full value?
Because here’s the truth:
Your gifts are needed. Your wisdom is valuable.
Don’t accidentally gatekeep something that could help someone else grow, heal, or thrive.
I’d love to hear from you!
What comes up for you as you think about this? Do you have a gift, tool, or message that’s been sitting on the back burner?
Share it with me in the comments—I can’t wait to hear about the magic you’re ready to bring to the world.
With love and clarity,
